Vivo

11.05.07

Afternoon, meet da jen, clar,
ly n wulala.. at vivocity..
sorry jen, i was late like 4.30 den reach there,
coz just before going vivo, i send my sista to the airport..
den on the way keep stopping at the traffic light there..
Haiz.. But i'm not the worse la.. clar even later den me..

LoL..when meet up with ly, jen n clar damn nice hor..
throw me alone with ly.. make till them bo wei gong..
i dun really know what really happened la..
ly's frends like not happy like that lor..
den i thought his latest time go home is 12 plus..
end up he say must go home earlier to 陪 his friends go home..
What the lor.. 说话不算话.. den must early go home,
ok de.. but end up 见不到他一下子, say i need to go find my friends le..
he give me so many clues le.. how come 他一点反应都没有..
act as if nothing happened.. keep saying duno duno..
den he suddenly say he need go find his friends..
he give me the feeling is like dun wanna see me or tok to me like that lor..
indeed, brothers may come 1st den other outsiders..
after go went off, i went to the pool there and cried,
i duno why, just felt hurt inside me, the suicide feeling came again..

Wrote this...
crying there alone lor.. i failed to forget jun,
keep coming into my mind again...

thought of liking other people to forget him, am i selfish?
i'm totally confused, everything i was sad,
his face will come to my mind and make me smile..
but this time is really fucking painful..
wait till jen n clar come up, my tears dried up,
and saw someone familiar, the 5B group..
lol.. we were shouting ------ love ---!!!
they walked two big rounds to see our faces..
lol.. what fun lor.. den --- paiseh..
after that me n clar go eat, den shop shop..
jen early go home, maybe too tired le ba..
clar n me shop awhile den go 3zone play lor..
clar keep losing to me.. wahaha...
den we dare each other to play the parapara..
damn fucking paiseh la.. den end up,
i'm the one who is playing, abit obess with it lor..
spending almost $10 there.. bo bian to stress le..
clar shock la.. dun believe i 1st time play.. lol..
SABCD nia, not SS.. haha..
den after that got one guy go play freestyle..
still thought is pro, end up miss alot.. lol..
11.30 den leave vivo, take really last train..

heng this time went home without scolding..
lol.. waiting for another day like that.. =)